Wednesday, April 29, 2009
arrgrghH!!!!
i need to rant now!!!!!
y u always use tt stupid words and tone to talk to me after i came back?
u don like me to talk to you when you just come back cuz u need to settle things.
SO DO I!
u always say things in a way of ordering me to do something.
and whn i say "don disturb me i'm doing homework!"
u would say "who ask you come home so late"
wa liao eh, i was in school doing fyp la!
u think i wanna come home late meh?!
don you know my school hours is much more longer than yours!
u'll feel tired thn i wont feel tired meh!
i hav so many things to do...
i was typing RJ halfway thn u interrupt me, u broke my ideas of writing my RJ!!
and now i'm so angry that i cant focus!!!!!!!
i hav msn conference on the other hand, discussing abt directing & performance class,
so i have much more things to do than you!
and luckily huizhi's mum send me home, if not i'm home later!
i havent even tell you "don lock the wooden door b4 i come home!"
every time i have to tke the trouble to unlock it. and u come and tell me abt the switching off the stupid light whn i come home?!
you always come home and stay in the living room to do ur work, so whn would i noe u don wanna do your work already???!!!!!!
even if i see u are in ur room, tt doesn't giv me enough info that u're not using the living room already??!
get lost la!
don disturb me.!
and pls do use the correct tone and words plus attitude to speak to me!
i'm ur sister, not some1 else...
u always take things for granted!
u need a favor thn u speak nicely, why cant u do tt everytime!
wads wrong with you always having attitude problem!!!!
arrrghghhh!!!
shit you ()_(*&^%$#T@!$@%^UI$#@!$%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
11:40 PM
Saturday, April 11, 2009
i'm so tired today...
it was fun ytd la, went to fix my flute & went to maks' house again.
chloe is so bad!!!
she "merlion" on me abt 2 times. I carry her she will sure "merlion" de...
"merlion" means vomit milk.
either the milk is cold for her or can't digest due to some activities etc.
anw, we went ikea & giant buy things for their house.
yunqi, zihui and me, chat all nite..
till 6 plus..
complain abt this person, tt person..haha!
slp till abt 12 plus, thn saw yiyi at living room, play with her...
so cute la, she keep smiling..
today she swim...in the kitchen,
there's a small inflated small swimming pool, thn she got float..
so cute!
but i guess she still need some time to know how to play water again, jus like when she was in mother's womb.
today damn tired, rush here and there,
cab here n there...
how i wish i would faster take driving tests n get a car...i've got the blessing tt i've requested.but contest wasn't gd..
4got the lyrics, cant hit my notes, worst of all,
i've nvr been so bad...
i think is b'cuz i nvr eat enough for the day n nvr slp enough for the day..
I guess god is trying to tell me, singing is jus my leisure....moving on~
11:56 PM
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
recently I'm having "sleeping disorder"..
when my day starts about people's night time, and my night starts about people's day time.
my worst case was few days ago...
sleep at 7am when the small birds outside were chirping early for food...
woke up at 7pm when the small birds were chirping again..but preparing to rest for the day.
I've been wondering, it would be great if I were to push my plans early to study overseas, so that I would feel better with the difference of hours...
By then, my sleeping disorders would be off, i guess...
hmm..
I've been seeing quite some black ants around my house...
it used to be red ants...
but seems that the red ants have shifted and the black ants are coming to stay...
wow.
i started seeing them in the bathrooms.
n just a few mins ago, i saw what they were feeding on...
its just some old expired snacks inside a cupboard of the kitchen..
goodness..
its so many, so i just spray insecticide...
poor maid have to clean up the place I've sprayed on.
I've been very bored..
no jobs for the holiday...
no income...
still a spendthrift...
almost no shows for me to watch..
school starting...
laptop still not repaired...
fyp is getting complicated slowly...
no piano exams or lesson..
totally no music lessons...
darker circles...
lesser meals...getting thinner..but too bad its not getting thinner on my thighs >.<
I'm just bored...waiting for school to start.
I still prefer just me and friends.
I miss baby Chloe!!!
1:34 AM
